I came home tonight, got some stuff done, started my lasagna for my New Year’s Eve dinner (I like it better reheated the second day) and then I decided to check my e-mail, post here, and so forth. Usual routine, right? Well … not so usual. Out of nowhere was an e-mail from the IO sent this afternoon.
Just reading your “Blah Blah Blog” and other related sites such as “BDIB” ……only really one word…….”Unbelievable”
What is unbelievable? That I have feelings? That I can hurt? That I can laugh? That I can have a life without you? That the world goes on? Who knows. I don’t. I honestly don’t even want to know what he thinks is “unbelievable”. I left it alone when he walked away. I had to write something back to that e-mail though, so I did.
That’s nice.
That was it. No name. No chit chat. Two words and a period. Because while my mind is going through a million scenarios of what on earth he is thinking, I DO NOT want to know. As Naomi said, it was a toxic relationship, no matter how much I loved him.
Ironically, when I posted last night the whole New Year’s Eve saga, and I said at the end how when I do things now that he would have hated … this blog is one of those things. I don’t know how he found my site, and I don’t want to know. It’s been here well over a year – why today? Who knows. If he wants to follow my life that’s just fine. (FINE. Just FINE.) My first reaction when I read his e-mail was “Ooooh no, I am going to be in SOOO much trouble.” WHAT is THAT??? What does that tell you about the relationship? Exactly. I have no desire to walk on eggshells and I won’t edit myself. I am out of that relationship. Obviously for good reason. Whatever. (I tossed that in just for him in case he does read this.) Read away. Maybe now you can see me for who I am TODAY instead of holding over my head who I was 9 years ago. Maybe you’ll like me, maybe you won’t – and either way, I don’t really care. You can’t hurt me any more.
9 replies on “Blog Stalker…”
Besides, you don’t need that jerk with a new pink-haired wife in Florida! You GO! And you ROCK! 😉
Hey it’s snowing over here also. Nothing is unbelievable. Just enjoy without thinking about it too much. By the way, nice blog you have.
screw him. you are so much better off without him. you are a wonderful and amazing person, and it sounds like all he ever did was stifle that.
you rock — don’t let him make you think or feel otherwise!!
OKAY FREAK ANYONE. I swear, some people are so pathetic, they really have nothing else to do with their time than to send senseless emails to other people. What a LOSER with a capital L and L shape I am making at my desk. Screw that chump baby, u are totally cooler.
I`m so agree with the above, don`t waste your time, don`t even give it a thought, you`re more worthy than that, you know. If I could said it in norwegian, I think it would have sounds better what I was trying to say, but in that case, you probably wouldn`t understand what I said at all…lol…Anyway, thanks for your comment in my blog, and I`m here if you need to talk sometime. And thanks for telling me about Kevin Smith, I still don`t know him…*g*…Norway is far behind you guys, – I think – or is it me…hmmm…
Take care Christine! And A Happy New Year!
((((HUGS))))
Faith
Good for you Christine! Stay strong!!! {{{hugs!}}}
You go, girl! You got all of us to supporting you. Stay strong and keep ROCKing! ::HUGS::
You stay strong girl! I know how strong the temptation to email him again may be, if only to find out what in the heck is going on. But remember, you are much better than that and a h@ll of a lot smarter than that. Please don’t put yourself through it again. He is only looking to get a rise from you. DO NOT, YOU HEAR ME? DO NOT stoop to his level. You responded perfectly the first time… now let it rest.
You should block his sorry ass from reading your site as well. Who the feck does he think he is barging in on your life like that? He obviously needs to get one of his own and MOVE ON.
Of course these good ole boys are so obsessive about everything he’ll probably start stalking you now. How dare you have a life and have fun without him!!!
ROFL!