I took the test over at ColorQuiz.com. Somedays it amazes me how “right on” these test results can be, you know? Here are my results, and considering my current mood they are pretty darn skippy accurate:
Your Existing Situation: Persistent. Demands what she feels to be her due and endeavors to maintain her position intact.
Your Stress Sources: Feels unappreciated and finds the existing situation disagreeable. Wants personal recognition and the esteem of others to compensate for the lack of like-minded people with whom to ally herself and make herself more secure. Her sensual self-restraint makes it difficult for her to give herself, but the resulting isolation leads to the urge to surrender and merge with another. This disturbs her as she regards such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome; only by not succumbing to them, she feels, can she withstand the difficulties of the situation. Wants to be valued as a desirable associate and admired for her personal qualities.
Your Restrained Characteristics: Feels listless, hemmed in, and anxious; considers that circumstances and forcing her to restrain her desires. Wants to avoid open conflict with others and to have peace and quiet. Insists that her goals and realistic and sticks obstinately to them, even though circumstances are forcing her to compromise. Very exacting in the standards she applies to her choice of a partner.
Your Desired Objective: Longs for tenderness and for a sensitivity of feeling into which she can blend. Responsive to anything esthetic and tasteful.
Your Actual Problem: Wants to be valued and respected, and seeks this from a close and peaceful association of mutual esteem.
Your Actual Problem #2: Depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation, or demands on her resources. A feeling of powerlessness subjects her to agitation and acute distress. Tries to escape from this by relinquishing the struggle, and by finding peaceful and restful conditions in which to recuperate in an atmosphere of affection and security.
Tuesday, after dealing with the IO for the final time (may I be struck dead by lightening if I ever so much as speak to him again and I am not kidding about that) I told several friends of mine that I just want to surround myself with friends, relaxing, enjoying their company. Not worrying about dating or the long term, just having fun. One of the people I talked with was Tom, who I had basically stopped talking to and doing things with recently so as to not upset the IO. I have missed him though, he is fun to hang out with. A bit zany & kooky, but definately fun. I am going to have to see if he wants to get together this weekend. I want to take Jason to the Star Wars exhibit that Laura went to – her pictures look so cool – and I bet Tom would love it too. Hmmm… I need to call him tonight. Tomorrow night Chelsey & I are supposed to go the the “Granny Panties Movie” (more frequently referred to as Bridget Jones’ Diary). I can’t wait! Haven’t been to a movie since Tom & I went to one in February! *gasp* Pretty shocking considering how often I used to go.
I will agree with the IO on one thing – life is a lot more peaceful without him around…