Horoscope thanks to Infospace.com:
For once, you get a break at exactly the same moment you need one. The last few days of tension resolve into something far better than you had hoped. Even if you aren’t shouting from the rooftops, your triumph is obvious. This weekend, you finally understand what perfection means. Don’t waste any time pursuing your lifelong dream, Libra. Opportunities may come and go over the course of a lifetime, but the ones you’ll regret are those you didn’t have the guts to take.
Yesterday I talked to the IO. I actually, in the course of the conversation, told him that I really don’t give a flip if he changes his mind about us. I don’t. I felt the tension go away as I said it, it was wonderful. I definately feel like I have triumphed. I was supposed to get together with one of the guys that I have been writing & talking with for the past 2 weeks. He is over in Beaumont working right now. He told me at the beginning of the week that he would be on call 24/7 while they were working on a project at the office – he is an engineer – but last night he told me that he had managed to get all day today off. This morning, just as I was starting to get ready, he called to tell me he had been called in to work. He must have apologized 20 times. It was quite sweet. He was worried that I would think that he was blowing me off. I know though that it could happen, and I was ok with that. I learned a lot in those years as an Army wife. Anything can happen at a moments notice. I am going to get ready though in case he decides we can still get together – I really want to meet him face to face. I have a great feeling about him – it is really hard to explain. But I don’t want to get my hopes up too much, just in case…
Yesterday was *the most* bizarre day at work. Absolutely insane. The let several people go. We are not that large of a company – everyone feels like family. I was stunned. Speechless. Quite upset. It was so hard to see them do that. I still don’t understand it fully, especially not two of them, two with a lot of talent and skills. I will miss them. Matter of fact, that is a big part of the reason why I didn’t go meet the new guy last night – I was still feeling like a vegetable last night. There was no way I could drive anywhere. After they left they called a staff meeting, and at the meeting told everyone that was officed upstairs to move downstairs. That added to the disruption of the day – I felt like I got nothing done, even though when I went over my notes at the end of the day I really did. I felt so frazzled. Thursday was quite interesting too – my new boss, Nancy, quit. Just out of the blue towards the end of the day. So Friday started off a little strange, and then only became more and more bizarre by the minute. I still can’t believe it. It will be hard going in on Monday and have some key members of our staff missing.
I watched “What Dreams May Come” after doing a lot of housework today. Now I am off to watch “Meet Joe Black” and then get ready in case I get the call for my road trip… got my fingers crossed!